don’t talk about others

you know we all do it.  but when we do it, we reveal a part of ourselves that most don’t know about.  people would be shocked to hear what you have to say about them behind closed doors.  but the reality is you are doing yourself a disservice in the process.  you are letting yourself down by saying mean things about others and then being nice to their face.  you need to make both experiences the same – do not have conflicting thoughts about a person.   imagine this…… you say something about someone and then immediately think that person heard you.  you then panic and think –“what an ass i am” –but are you saying that about yourself because you think you are caught and now your other self will be revealed.  you are acting selfishly because if you did not think you were caught, you would go on as normal –still talking shit about people.  so–you feel bad and you say you will change.  but it turns out the person did not hear and you can still keep your other thoughts a secret.  you can go back to your old ways of talking shit….and most of the time you do.  but you shouldn’t –this should be viewed as a close call and a warning to stop this BS.  so, stop talking shit and bite your tongue once in a while.  get in this habit of not talking about others so much and it will make everything more positive.